Not dead, just mortally wounded 15. April 2009 Squize News (11) Thought I should post something up explaining our quietness here recently ( And to thank our friends at other blogs for keeping on linking to our puerile words ).nGFX's has had bits and bobs to do outside the GYW world, plus he's currently hard at work on a cheeky Unity game which when I last saw it was looking pretty damn nice ( And not an obvious Unity game at all ).We had a chat today and we're looking to try and be a bit more pro-active with other Flash devs looking towards Unity, it's something I spoke to John ( Mate, update your blog! ) and Chris ( I didn't know pinball was on there, sweet ) about when we got drunk the other week, the whole "We're on the same side, let's share Unity stuff more".As for me, my personal life has just turned to shit the last month. If I was on Facebook I've have to change my status to single. To be honest that's knocked the shit out of me and I've had to re-evaluate everything ( 8 weeks ago I was still blindly thinking how I could get enough money for the wedding in August, now I'm wondering if I'm even going to stay living in London.Sometimes life is great, a joy where you can actually take for granted there is a God and you can almost feel Him straightening out the path before you, that your soul really can soar and although today was great, tomorrow is going to be even better again. Other times life is just a cunt ).Anyway before this turns into an angst riddled wail of a blog ( I can think of very few worse themes for a blog. We all have emotional turmoil, it doesn't mean it's a valid thing to share in a public medium. I'm just trying to justify my apathy rather than screaming [ At the moon ] for help ) on the work front I've just today started a new project with thebasement which I'm really pleased to be doing, and it's a chance for me to work with ickydime which is more than cool.I'm sure as my "whats the fucking point ?" attitude slowly gets replaced by anger I'll find my old venom and we can return to normal posting here ( For example, the GameProducer blog really bugs the hell out of me, but I can't slag it too much 'cause it'll be sods law that the next post on FlashGameBlogs after this one will be one from there, but seriously man, to be a game producer you have to actually produce a game. The clues are in the actual words. It's like me starting a blog about being an author, when I've not actually written anything. There's a world of difference between wanting something and actually doing it, otherwise we'd all have had sex with twins ).Hmmm, I'm starting to feel more like myself.Squize.